Psalm 37:5 Open up before God, keep nothing back; he'll do whatever needs to be done: 6 He'll validate your life in the clear light of day and stamp you with approval at high noon… 34 Wait passionately for God, don't leave the path. He'll give you your place in the sun while you watch the wicked lose it. (MSG)

He sees me, he acknowledges my feelings and place.  He approves of me and understands me, and will say so in the brightest time of the day, when everybody is awake and out and about.  He will make sense of my life in full view of others.  In the mean time, I desire to stay the course and passionately pour myself into God. 

Just lay it all out there, be honest, flip on the lights. I can keep being honest, pressing into God, seeking his direction and will, and be patient.

Oh Jesus your faithfulness to me is overwhelming.  Each and every morning you astound me.  You know how I have lived for so many years in the dark, and here you are promising fulfillment in full light.  I didn’t even know how important that was for me.  You know me better than I know myself.  Help me to keep being honest to myself, before you, with my children, in my relationships.  Continue giving me the faith and passion to love you and seek you daily.  Give me supernatural strength to wait for your perfect timing for the unfolding of my new life.