So here’s David, a bold warrior, a sensitive worshipper, a fearless leader being presented with an opportunity to finally rid himself of crazy King Saul who has been relentlessly pursuing him out of his irrational fear, but David does not take it. David had every right to take his vengeance, he had the encouragement of his men to take his revenge, and he undoubtedly had his own emotions that were catapulting him towards relieving himself of his enemy. This wasn’t just the guy in his army who bugged him, or someone who owed him money, or a person spreading rumors about him. This was his mentor, who suddenly turned against him with such force as to hunt him down like an animal to kill. David had been running and hiding from him for months, was sure to be exhausted and wanting to go home, and STILL had the ability to listen and obey God’s voice over that of his men, his own desires, and even common sense. He gave up his rights in that moment. Not only did he let Saul live, but he honored him before witnesses and humbled himself before him. He recognized and declared before everyone that Saul was God’s anointed, and even defended him against an attack by his men. He even repented for toeing the line in taking his revenge.
This goes beyond forgiveness. Am I willing to give up my right to be angry? Give up my right take my vengeance? Give up my right to listen to my well meaning supporters telling me that I have every right to feel the way I do? Give up my right to indulge my own trashed emotions? Not to mention… humble myself before my enemies, honor them as God’s children, and do it in front of witnesses?!
Um, Lord this is really a big pill to swallow. I'm going to need a big ol' glass of water with this one. Good thing you are the wellspring of life, the living water, the well that never runs dry.
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