I realize after reading the stories of David, that many of these Psalms he most likely wrote while being chased by King Saul. David was literally building or seeking fortresses that could protect him and his men from Saul’s army. He was literally hiding in caves and rocks to escape Saul’s pursuit. So David has a tangible example of the feeling of safety that the Lord gives his soul. While seeking safety for his mortal body, David is hiding his soul in the safety and protection of God. As much as his physical self is in chaos, his heart is deeply troubled because his mentor, his king, his earthly hero wants to KILL him. David knows that just being safe is not enough, but that his soul also needs respite. And God is so big and protective that David feels his shattered, scared heart is safe and hidden.
God protects me and hides me. Even when my heart is broken, God can handle it. He fortresses me, protects me, and hides me. There are times when I have to just not be out and about. Times when my world is about as big as what fits inside my four walls. Those are times that my home is fortressing me, and God's angels are walking laps around my house. I feel it. I know it. Those days when I just can't give, I just can't do anything but what is required by my heart and the hearts of my babies. Those are not wasted days. Those are the days that I am fortressed, God is restocking the strength and faith supply in my heart, his angels are guarding me, and I am hidden. I can rest and be taken care of, ready to emerge again when I am ready, and not before. I am guarded, safe and hidden until then.
Thank you Lord for being so big. Thank you for being so caring. Thank you for shielding me from the enemy who pursues me with the intent to steal kill and destroy. Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for being such a big fortress, such a big hiding place, that me and my four treasures can all fit. You are awesome.
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